I see a lot of people using the word "puppet".

To be frank, do you really understand what it means to be puppeted?

Being puppeted, what does it mean?

Imagine a doll, despite whatever strong feelings it may have, is still portrayed as a lifeless model, being played around by the puppeteer, to convey whatever the puppeteer wants to show.
So, the meaning? You are forced to act against your own wishes and integrity.

I don't really get your usage of words at time.
And I feel sad for Cheng Jun over what happened at err.. Tuesday.
I remember hearing him telling you that he will stay back with you to wait for you to be free, and then set out to buy whatever you need. Whatever happens next should be quite obvious.

Then next day, whenever I remind you of something you didn't do, you become insane and scream at me. WTF? Do you think I enjoy looking at you being mad and stuff? Do you fucking know I was screwed by Mr. Yang first, and hence you are not in any case being scolded by him? And then you bloody show me this kind of cavalier attitude? My chains are still bounding me, should it break, you better watch out. I hope you know who you are, though I doubt your sanity at this very moment.

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And with regards to those who are emo or think I fucking black-faced when I talk to you, that's prolly because of talks between me and Mr. Yang. Relax, I am not blaming you. Just warning.

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And, a big thank you to Xin Rui!
For being my walking alarm clock, reminder, post-it note, venting can, randomizer, joke-of-the-day etc.

Sorry, but I still do not have the motivation nor will to execute certain things. Simple things, like discipline. Just lazy to. Because I feel that whatever I have been doing is not reciprocated.

Sorry, but I think I can't last till yiyun. I will try, though. Try.

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On a side note, I pwned Yang Qi Fan 2-0 in pool! 2nd time going to play pool with friends. I guess whoever I play with, will eventually shoot in the 8-ball and let me win.

2nd round, I was losing with about 5 stripes left, then suddenly I got on a lucky streak. After some shots, all went in. Qi Fan lost LOL.

But obviously, Qi Fan's skills and pinpoint accuracy owned mine. I keep hitting the same ball about 5 times before it goes in, crap.

*ego*
But who cares, I won.
*/ego*

Going to John's house to have a nice sleep tomorrow. Oh wait, today.

About 40+ more hours...

Ahh crap, my homework's 0% done.

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I think I am being damn retarded this year. Certain people should be able to see. Dunno, my linguistic abilities are worse now.