The world's going insane.
Well, it may be true that there is no more reality in this world, or that everybody's degenerating. Conventions define the reality we live in, money measures the worth of lives. For one, it is quite dumb that we are forced to be in schools, learning things we abhor and totally uninterested. Those successful in the academics are those who are just luckily deeply interested in the subjects taught in school, or those who are hardworking that just study for the sake of it. It is senseless, why can't we choose what we want to learn? What if, I know I don't want to learn triple sciences at all, or learn how does light rays reflect into our eyes, triggering nerve impulses. I mean, who is to decide what we should learn? And also, who is to decide learning which subjects = providing leeway for prestigious jobs = so-called better.
Then, I see people failing hard at cracking jokes, or trying to act serious. And the irony is, I am referring to the same person. And then there are some, who try desperately to construct beautiful imagery to relate their hollow experiences to something fulfilling. And the worse part, that person gets the terminology of the matters he is relating to all wrong. Ironically, you do see people 'liking' those Facebook status aimed at getting attention. I for one, does it in the past too. And I am not denying that I am trying to garner attention for being able to accomplish a feat of 64 FP/minute though it is not continuous. What a hypocrite. I mean me/ What hypocrites. I mean the people around me. It is certainly weird why do people do all sorts of things, to attempt to act to be on good terms with everybody, being popular etc.
Oh, and yiyun won't be realized this year, since most people do not want it. Glad to know that people are finally comfortable with speaking the truth with the shield of the screen.
Hmm, this year, all the documents, plans that I have made, are never going to see the light of the day. All of this things I
could have done this year, are just going to sink deep down in my memories. Nope, I won't share what I did. I don't want to impose my own thoughts on others next year.
I doubt I am joining huangcheng, since I know some people that I hate are joining. Well, it is a waste of energy to hate someone, but oh well, some people just warrant my attention. My brain just registers it as a hostility.
Yay, my class is fun. Ignore this...
Took up pen spinning... mastered nothing yet. Fine, thumbaround.
Learning: FP Rev, TA rev, TA harmonic, Sonic Rev, Charge Normal at all fingers, charge rev at all fingers
Trying to master: FP, Sonic, charge rev at 1-2
Hmm, once I learned all of this, it will prolly be shadow, twisted sonic, devil sonic, infinity. Or whatever that I see is cool. Gonna take a long time haha.
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My life's quite a failure this year. I am failing for my academics aspect as I am lazy to speak up and such. It is quite funny to see how people keep asking questions just for the sake of asking questions though they understand the concepts, maybe I should do that next time and be a tard.
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Let's try to:
i) not lie (other than during card games, psychological games, white lies)
ii) Don't utter the word F*** despite sitting in front of the king of vulgarities.
iii) Try to do my duty reluctantly for the rest of the year in terms of EP3.
iv) Don't be a bastard and niao others. [I accidentally niao slau zzz]
v) Read more during holidays... Increase my linguistic skills, if I had any.
Start drawing... Why am I so lazy to start?
Okay, do projects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
juz for the sake of msg. tsk. I am gonna be a mugger in the EOY, like doing 10 year series for every lame subject.
Sorry XR and CJ, you guys tank a lot of work haha.
