I just realize I do not really like the blogskin. Too dark haha. Maybe I shall make a neater blogskin, similar to that of usual wordpress themes.

And probably delete all my previous posts. Quite meaningless. Or maybe keep it as a record of events.

Studies are fine so far, though I now totally hate Physics, because I understand nothing at all.
Huagang is still as ever. Finally it will be over soon.
I am in Intelligent Ironman contest now. My team hopefully goes into Taiwan haha.

Went to John's house for pizza after CSM. Monopoly ftw haha.
Felt bad ignoring the Open House peeps, who were waiting for someone in an isolated place from signals. Some people were quite angry too. Sorry. Open House was a waste of time imo.
Oh Sec 2 competition was a waste of time too, and Zhou basically blamed everything on me. Whatever. My fault. Fine. Then she gives me that look.

Joshua Yeo lost my pen somehow. Crap, I am giving up pen spinning. Not enough money to buy all the parts again. Zzz. How I wished I was a selfish bastard who kept the pen to myself, hahaha.

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Change my skin, type in proper sentences.
And begin some useful writing.
Read more books. Informative books or books that are nice. Learn more words.
Practise Scrabble, currently I am too lousy.

One interesting reflective post from an author:

"We complicate our prose and muddle our pacing, all in an effort to make it sound intelligent and deep. Yet, if anything, we need to be the most concise with our words, because the worlds we’re crafting are complex enough and stunning enough on their own. Think back on those stories you were told when you were young. What do you remember most about them? Was it the way they were told, or what they were about? I think you know the answer to that.

Don’t fear being seen. Fear not being seen at all…"

Hmm, this applies to me very well. Why do we tend to complicate matters such that the real issues at hand are obscured? Why do we think too much on simple issues that just needs clarity?

The world is full of symbolism, why can't we just shed all of it away and just share our love and happiness to everyone.

Reality stands in the way, greed exists in it. What a sad truth, that can be altered.

Am I making sense, probably naught.

Procastination ruled my life yesterday.
Wheee... I am dead for Physics test.

Shall do my IHE Ace before studying heh.
Life sucks.

My ACE and OP for IHC is 0 for 2 terms. LOL. Let's hope the people will start doing the stupid ACE powerpoint.

One more week to sabbatical week. Few more commitments before having no more links to that.

Sucks to my life!

It sucks to be criticized.
It sucks to know you are wrong.
It sucks to know you are deproving.
It sucks to know you are not doing anything.
It sucks to know you are ignorant.

It sucks to know, you are degenerating as a soul.
It sucks more to admit it.

Can anybody tell me, why is it that I can't come to face with my mistakes?

I want to change my lazy self, my arrogant self, my ignorant self, my idiotic self.
So that it doesn't suck to be me.

I am being a total jackass recently.

Crap, I need to stop. Ahaha, it sucks to know that.

Some reminders to self

-MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG
-REALLY start drawing... I need to start and learn fast knn.
-Draw characters and conceptual art. I mean, with reference.

-Stop being an asshole.
-Delete idiotic or meaningless blog posts
-Change to a brighter blogskin by July

It is much easier to live through life if you were a selfish bastard. Too bad there is something called 'guilty conscience' and 'karma'.
Or rather, that is what I believe in. Tsk. Time to get my retribution - a week of tests.

On a lighter note, I finished Physics PBL after slacking for so long. Sorry to the GYX and OTH, who doesn't read my blog haha. At least I tanked the main component, with reference to Eugene and YJ's great work.